All of this waiting is miserable! Our first ultrasound is scheduled for Sept 27th so I still have 13 more days... I’m trying so hard to remain calm but I can’t help but wonder if something is wrong the second any “symptoms” disappear. I can’t believe that I’m actually wishing to be sick just so that I know everything is okay. I feel like having experienced a MC in the past has stolen my ability to feel joy at this point and all I feel instead is anxiety. Sorry for the long rant... just wanted to share with someone! Hopefully everyone is having a much better day! 💞