Finding it so hard

So I had a long drawn out missed miscarriage but long story VERY short, from finding out to being discharged it was approx 9 or 10weeks.

My last cycle was 30days, the 2 before that 29 days.

I am currently on day 31 going into day 32 and still no AF I’ve taken numerous tests all same brand cheapy strip tests. Not even so much of a glimmer of a shaded line!

I’m just finding it so hard this month I was adamant I’m not pregnant, I don’t “feel” pregnant whatever that may feel like lol.

What do I do?!?! I kinda begrudge doing a FR as I’m so adamant AF is going to show her ugly head any minute now!!

Just need support xx