I'm feeling really sad. I struggle to share my feelings with the family. They can sympathize and empathize but they are not going through what are bodies go through. The physical, emotional and hormonal drain it takes on us.

I'm pretty sure I just had another early loss today. I had faint lines with early testing and my period was a week late. I passed so much tissue today and it all clicked when I thought about how weird my cycle was being this time.

I just started Levothyroxine in July for hypothyroidism. I know my body is still adjusting. All those same feelings came back today from my first miscarriage in July of last year (7-8 weeks). My uterus got so sore it hurt to walk and the similar feeling is back today.

One day at a time ladies. I bet some people aren't aware of some early losses and think their body was just off for a cycle. It's crushing but I like to know what my body is doing.