I forgot how hard this all is! 😭😭😭

2 years ago we took 7 months to conceive and grow our beautiful daughter. We started trying for number 2 this month. My AF is 2 days late but ive had 4 negative tests. Even the first response ones! I know AF is probably late because I’m putting pressure on myself. I so desperately wanted to be one of the ones who just got pregnant 1st time. The thought of months of waiting and disappointment kills me. I know I shouldn’t moan as I’m blessed with one child already. It just feel tough right now as two of my best friends are pregnant 😩 reality of it all is I probably need to loose some weight. I just needed a couple of rough months to kick me in to touch. Fingers crossed AF comes tomorrow so we can start the next cycle!