I’ve seen this post already but....

I myself am also struggling staying awake at night, every night. while baby is awake and eating. I saw a fellow member from here having the same problem.

I also wake up feeling scared and guilty not knowing how long I was asleep for. Sometimes it’ll be over an hour.

My biggest fear is What if I held baby too close to me and he couldn’t breathe while I was asleep.

All of these WHAT IFS....

Well are there any signs or symptoms I should be seeing in baby boy if he lacked oxygen while I was asleep? I can’t even think straight thinking the worst. Baby boy is 4 months, and eats and diapers the same. But I am beyond mortified and thinking the worse.

Any other moms fall asleep at night as well?

Someone helped this stressed out first time mother.