I’m hurt!

Zatia

I’m a married 35 year old woman who’s been through 2 major surgeries on my reproductive system ( fibroid , cysts removal, and scar tissue removal. Followed by a tubal pregnancy ) within a 7 month period. July 1 st I had my right tube removed and have had 2 cycles since , going on the 3rd in 3 days . I took a pregnancy test tonight and of course it’s negative! This hurrtttts so much I can’t even speak, all I’ve done is cried since taking it . My husband is so positive about it but it’s silently killing me . I know I can’t keep going on like this , I’m so lost for words . I have no one to talk to about this because no one understands, everyone around me have 2 or more kids . I’m so tired of hearing have patience, don’t try, stop thinking about it , it will happen.... I just want to literally scream like a mad woman when I hear this . No one will understand this pain unless they have experienced it . I pray to God and I know this is in his timing. I just need support right now ... please 🙏🏾, this is just too much for me 😓😪