How to stay positive?

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I really don’t know how to stay positive. I had my 5 th miscarriage. I had 2 of them years ago and the last 3 were one after the other... I have to icsi to get pregnant and I have one embryo left. This will be my 7th embryo transfer and I am so scared. Scared of a negative. Scared of another misscarige . Scared of never being a mom. I had all test done and all what we found out is currently under control.... I don’t know how to stay positive.....