Is it ok to worry?

Racheal • 👼🏼. Trying for our 🌈

I had a missed miscarried in June, I was 9 weeks pregnant but the baby stopped growing at 6 weeks. It took us a year to get pregnant. Everything went right. The lines on the test immediately showed up. My HCG levels were high and kept rising. I had pregnancy symptoms. Then things went downhill. The heartbeat wasn't as strong as they wanted, close but not good enough for the doctors. My doctor never even prepared me for my miscarriage. It was horrible.

Here we are in September and we are ready to try again. I am wondering if anyone has gotten pregnant after a miscarriage and how did you feel through the whole thing? I am so worried that I won't be happy because I will be waiting for the other shoe to drop, since last time my own body didn't even know the baby's heartbeat stopped. Is it ok to worry? I want to be happy and think positive but now after going through this I am a realistic and know the worst could happen again. How do I not worry so much when the time comes?

Thanks! And best of luck to everyone 💙