Hey ladies it's been a minute since I vented so here goes. We're still ttc. And with recent job changes I'm excited that we may be able to catch the days. Idk why each month for the last few years I would get hopeful just to get my heart broken because we never caught my big o days. Well we do buts once a year. So like I was saying prayerfully with the job change we can catch more O days more often. I guess I'm so amped up tonight because another class mate just announced her pregnancy. I'm always happy for them, I just also think what about me. I trust God to do it, and I'll still praise God even if He dont. But its more comforting to keep my mind fixed on the more positive outcome. I guess I'm dont rambling for tonight. Just wanted to get my thoughts and emotions off my chest. God bless you ladies.