Should I dye my hair?!? Advice pleaseee🤷🏼‍♀️🤔🧐

To sum it up I am going through a rough time and I want to dye my hair. I feel like every girl goes through times where they have a “mental breakdown” and want to change something about themselves, and the easiest thing, for me at least, it to dye my hair. Whenever I get in these stages I tend to basically fuck my hair up. The last time I did something spontaneous like this I chopped all my hair off and I HATED it and I still do, so I definitely don’t want to make the same mistake. It’s always been a dream of mine to dye my hair a dusky rose gold color or a silver color, but I’ve always been very “safe” with my hair and kept it natural with settling for bleached highlights. I somehow want to change up my hair, but don’t know what to do. If I got any color I would want it to be faded in with my natural color so it wouldn’t be too overwhelming and I wouldn’t have to go back every month or so to get it redone. My only issue is I don’t know if the two colors I like would look good faded into my natural color and I’m also 17, so I’m not sure how I would feel about having an unnatural color for graduation. This is my hair color now. When it’s down it looks more of a dirty blonde because of some highlights I get naturally from the sun during the summer. Should I change it, or keep it. I’ve never dyed it an actual color and am quite nervous to try it because I’m not sure how it would look on me. Also I wash my hair every night unless I plan on wearing it up the next day because it gets super oily so the color would more than likely fade quickly.