I’m 21 years old. Already about $30,000 in debt. I’m on house arrest and charged with 3 violent offenses just because I have a guy a middle finger and called him a name so he decided to lie to the cops that I assaulted him. I’ve lost someone I thought was my best friend of almost 15 years, turns out, she’s not at all. I don’t have a relationship with any of my family, it’s all kinda just quite bad actually. My SO of 2 years has apparently found someone better but doesn’t know I know and is for some reason still leading me on. That was he last and only person left in my corner, I have no one. I’m completely alone. Forced to complete this house arrest at my moms whom of which doesn’t like me, it’s hell. I have so much debt (to her as well) that I can’t even think about saving to get my own place again anytime soon. This lady is out to get me at my job for some reason, keep tattling like a child on me about things I didn’t even know was a problem or I was doing wrong.. my car needs work I can’t afford to get done. I could go on... I just wanna pay everything and everyone I owe back, go to school, become a natural healing doctor and psychologist, make beautiful art and poetry and music and books and make the world a better place. I feel like a complete failure, an annoyingly horrible burden. There’s only me. I’m exhausted, mentally, psychologically, physically, emotionally, in every way just tired....