Baby is almost six weeks old and honestly she is sleeping just fine. But I'm still having a lot of trouble falling and staying asleep while she does. I think I got three and a half hours last night, all broken up, and that's how it's been for awhile. And I know it's counterproductive but I end up getting so upset when I'm trying to sleep in the middle of the night. Either anxious about how I need to sleep before she wakes up to breastfeed again, mad at my husband for not helping enough, or resenting him for being fast asleep next to me. I know it will get better eventually but I am having trouble chilling out about it right now.

I just wanted to vent and maybe get some encouragement. Thank you for listening.