Heartbroken 💔

So it's my first year of marriage and things are a bit rough. I just had a miscarriage at 6 weeks and my heart is broken. All I want to do is hold my beautiful baby in my arms. I feel as if no one else is taking this nearly as hard as I am and it hurts my feelings so much. It's the hardest thing I've ever had to go through and I just feel alone. And I don't know how to explain it but I just feel worthless..absolutely worthless. 😟