A long winded journey, after being with my partner for 8 years my niece was still born at 33 weeks, coping with that while trying for a baby is extremely hard. We found out I was pregnant which ended in miscarriage and just after my dad had a stroke.

We decided to stop trying and enjoy a family holiday where his mum died pool side of a heart attack, honestly how we managed to pull through all this sometimes makes me think we are invincible. I had another miscarriage a few months after she died sadly.

Never losing hope we carried on and this year I had an ectopic pregnancy, which I now feel is the nail in the coffin.

Trying to be positive and people around me telling me to not worry about it, quite frankly annoys me because all the factors play a huge part in our journey for pregnancy.

I love this man with all my heart I just want to give him what we so desperately need after our extremely hard years.

11 years with this man and I’m 26 this year, please god send me baby dust!