Feeling so down..

Lauryn

I had a miscarriage at 8 weeks in November, 2018 and then had to wait 6 more months to continue trying because my husband was deployed. August was our first month trying again and miraculously we got pregnant. I knew something was off because I didnt get my positive till 4 days after AF and I had bleeding. I still had so much hope that it would be my rainbow though. Then I started bleeding 3 days ago at 5 weeks 4 days and I just knew it was the end. 😔 I cant help but feel so discouraged after 2 losses so close together. I'm trying to be optimistic and be happy that I at least was blessed to be pregnant. Anyone else feeling all of these emotions and dont know what to do with them? 😢