BABY PLZZZ

I have been TTC for almost a year now and it just breaks my heart that I can’t give my husband a baby I’m official 2 days late and I’m beyond scared to take a test im just going to try to hold it off for a few more days I’m not ready to see another negative ... I’m also trying not to get excited I just prepare my self for more heart ache I feel so hopeless and worthless sometimes

I’m really sorry if I have any typos my eyes are so watery from writing this ....