Am I pregnant or crazy? HELP

I have had pregnancy symptoms from 2 dpo. Sore nipples, nauseous on and off, fatigued, bloated and just not feeling myself.

I tested yesterday 7-8 dpo and got a vvvvvvfl so faint that I’m not convinced and then I tested again this morning at 8-9 dpo and the year looked pretty negative? Why is this? Am I testing too early? Could this be a chemical pregnancy or is it all in my head?

My breasts/nipples have changed, and they have never been like is before EVER!

I just don’t understand why a test would be faint at an earlier dpo day.

I feel like giving up but I want this baby sooo bad. My husband has 3 children from a previous marriage and this would be our first together, I know he’s ok with not having more but I want a baby of my own.

This TTC stuff is not easy and heartbreaking.

Would love to hear back from ANYONE who has gone through something similar.

If any of you ladies could comment about your symptoms leading up to you BFP or when you finally get a BFP at how many DPO.

Thank you🙏🏽❤️

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