My moms cheating on my dad. She doesn’t even care who knows so my entire family knows EXCEPT my dad. My dads getting depressed cuz my moms been leaving him hanging for months once the separated in January. She said they would get back to living together by the end of the summer. Now he’s just confused and is being led on that everything is fine.

My anxiety is reaching new levels and just won’t fucking go away. I can’t even identify when I’m having an anxiety attack cuz I think I’m sick and dying or some shit. That’s how ducking bad the attacks get where I feel like I can’t breathe and will pass out.

This isn’t even the fucking worst. My cousin

Who is basically like my brother, is slowly dying and it’s getting so much worse over the years. I might be donating part of my liver to him in the next upcoming years.

Dear god i just need to take a sleeping pill rn so I can stop thinking and crying