I’m so lonely..

I had my daughter about 2 1/2 months ago; and I have felt so so alone. I have my husband but he has been so disconnected from me; I feel like a maid and someone just to have sex with. It’s like we dulled our once she was born... and sorry for this tmi but he don’t really want sex with me, (I’m on birth control so I let him cum in me BUT HE WONT.) he waits for me to get my pleasure and then gets himself off. (I KNOW TMI; I’m sorry) and he likes to clear his search history a lot. Which I know why but he thinks I’m stupid.