Bruh how tf do you do this relationship bs

So I’ll just start out by saying I am NOT attractive. I’m fuckin weird, awkward, antisocial, weird-looking, and pretty low on the high school social hierarchy. I honestly thought I’d be alone all throughout high school and no one would ever like me. But, surprise! Some idiot I had a crush on started liking me for whatever reason. So we kinda had this weird mutual crush thing goin on for 3 years and I finally asked him to homecoming and he said yes. But here’s the catch: he doesn’t want to date and I do. Like he likes me and all but the thought of dating just really stresses him out. Plus, he hides me from his family and friends and won’t tell his parents we’re going to homecoming. He ACTS like we’re dating (he’s so fucking sweet I cannot even take it) but he just doesn’t want to make the commitment (despite not liking anyone else). My parents think this is a red flag and I should just move on to someone else. But the thing is that there ISN’T anyone else that would even consider liking me and I’ve never wanted to be with anyone but him. I can’t even talk to him about this either bc he evades me about it. What should I do? Should I keep pursuing him and wait until he’s ready? Should I just give up and accept my loneliness? Hellppp