I went to all the Classes I’ve did research for 9 months . My baby is 2weeks and 6 days and I am done with my breast feeding journey. I tried so hard she does good in the day time and at night I can’t get her to stay latched . I went from pumping while she was in the nicu to pump and dump . I’ve bought donor milk . I’ve did everything I could do . And I have literally had a meltdown because I can’t feed her and she is crying and I can’t do anything about it . I’m mentally tired . I wanted to give her breast milk I wanted to do something of my birth plan and now everything I planned all didn’t happen . Just gonna cry myself to sleep and go buy formula in the morning

Update : I pumped 3oz one pump session and 1 oz my next Ive been latching her all today as well . Going to give it all I got