I just ended it after months/ even years of issues. Most of which I posted about on here. I just couldn’t be a verbal punching bag anymore. As much as people overuse the term, I believe I have been “gaslighted” or “gaslit” which ever is proper, for many years.

In April he told me he wasn’t in love with me anymore because a hormone disorder that came about after having our daughter, caused my libido to drop to almost non existent. I tried my best to be sexual for him during that time but there were weeks and at one time two months where we didn’t have sex. I tried to talk to him about it and he told me it was fine because it wasn’t something I could help at the moment. I started medication in January and lost a lot of weight and gained confidence. I thought our relationship was getting better but I was wrong because he hadn’t been in love with me for months according to him.

It was devastating and I was never able to get over it. So I ended it. Since ending it he has told me that my self confidence has become a threat to our relationship and then he proceeded to threaten to kill him self over the course of the day today. I’m just exhausted and would like some advice or words or wisdom from anyone willing to read all of this.

Anything would be appreciated.