6 month old shots & flu shots HELP

Savana • 🦋ċĿọṡє ʏọȗŗ єʏєṡ, ọƿєṅ ʏọȗŗ ṃıṅԀ ॐ🦋

I go back and forth constantly whether I will continue to vaccinate or not. He had a fever for a couple days from his 4 month shots and it freaked me out. Not to mention a complete idiot nurse gave him his 6 week shots at 5 days old. So we ended up having to get them again at 6 weeks! I clearly was not informed whatsoever and just went along with the nurse saying that it was time for his shots. I even questioned it asking “isn’t it a bit early, and “I had no idea he would be getting shots today”. But we grow up thinking do as your doctor says, that they know best. But they make mistakes too and they can be wrong too! And it all just freaks me out. I want to do what is best for my son.

I tend to catch everything. I do not have the best immune system clearly. For the last couple years I’ve caught the flu twice each winter. Because I was pregnant last year, I was told I should definitely get the flu shot. I’ve always been against it but I wanted to do what was best for my baby. I STILL CAUGHT THE FLU TWICE THOUGH. I mean I get it badddd. I’m out for at least a month each flu. But anyway, my point is, my sons 6 month vaccines are coming up and I’m torn. I’ll probably get the flu and I’m so worried he’ll catch it from me. What would you do in my position? I don’t want him to be deathly ill. I’m sure the flu shot helps some so should he get it in hopes it saves him? Ah I need guidance.