I really love this girl she’s older than me and our college pastors wife and a few years ago I told her something that happened and I think I told her way too much for some reason. And now it’s a couple years later and the same sort of bad thing happened again and she asked me who I was dating tonight and I told her no and didn’t answer any of her questions I feel like if I told her what’s been going on she would probably not think of me the same way ever again or really believe me or think I’m crazy for getting myself into these bad situations. She’s the only one I want to talk to because I don’t talk to anyone in my family or anyone else about this but I can’t.