So we met over Tinder and I was pretty attracted off the bat because he's cute. Guys, have I just had crappy relationships?? I'm not saying I'm getting in one with this guy but he's SO nice. Ugh. I went on tinder to mess around and now I might be starting to enjoy myself too much with him 🤦🏼‍♀️

The first date we went to see a movie and I was so instantly comfortable. I'm not even sure how but we have such a similar sense of humor. Plus!!!!! He's so respectful about me having a kid. ugh. I'll explain further.

The second date we went to his house (shoot me, I know it wasn't smart but I felt safe and I made sure people knew where I was and when I would be home because I need to keep my kiddo on a schedule). We started off snuggling and just kissing, it was nice. Things got heated pretty quickly and one thing led to another. The entire time it was happening, he kept asking if I was okay and how I was feeling. It was not annoying and a lot sweeter than it sounds. Also as a bonus, he's literally bigger and wider than anyone I've ever been with 😲 so that was a fucking experience.

Afterwards we were snuggling and I was showing him pictures of my bubs whom he met briefly before and adores. He actually asked if I had peed yet because he wanted to make sure that I was being careful and flushing out my bladder like you should do after sex. Wtf man. I didn't know you were supposed to be treated so nicely. He didn't even cum either, it was just all focused on me. Guys my feelings are feeling and I'm trying to be reasonable. Thank goodness he isn't pushy in the slightest because I really want to be careful with this and make sure I differentiate lust, like, and jumping the gun. But yeah, wow.

Also when he dropped me off and I was lingering because I suck at staying goodbye, he told me to go see my baby 😭 he knows how much I love my son and he's just so understanding. Ahhrhdsisdjdmfkfk