Cornual ectopic pregnancy- 8 day hospital stay

So after trying and finally conceiving, we were so happy. Come to find out at 5 weeks we were able to see it was in the most dangerous place at the end of my tube and attached to the corner of my uterus..

Hospitalized for 8 days and given 4 doses or methotrexate..it’s actually a life threatening pregnancy since it’s placed on the major blood vessels. If it ruptured i would start bleeding internally.

My doctors have talked to me about getting rid of my left tube but I really don’t want to, god only knows if it could happen on my right side and I could never conceive.

I’m looking for ANYONE who has been through this, I’m desperate for some advice and terrified