Why me 😣

nycole

I love this app it's like my personal fb with announcements and drama ECT. I always read about how exes re appear and what not. Never thought it would happen to me.....until yesterday. My husband is good but he is verbally abusive and he hits me when he gets mad. And to my surprise I found myself in a choke hold one day when he got mad at his mom and took it out on me. But of course he does the I'm sorry it won't happen again blah blah and I fall for it. Downfall of being in love with someone like that. you think it will change and you go back to being happy for the time being. I get told I'm unattractive he don't listen to me. And his favorite word is 'i don't care.' so my self worth is 0.

Now my ex-

When I was 21 I met a guy who treated me like gold. But he lied to me about his age and I didn't find out until 6months later. He was also addicted to meth that his brother got him addicted at 14. I got him clean but it was his age. He was 17 living on his own and I was 21. His mom told me because she thought I knew. So...between both I left. It was until yesterday I found out that he searched for me for weeks and his friend who threatened me knew where I was but just watched him suffer. He went to the mental Ward multiple times because he couldn't stop dreaming about me. It's been 4 years. 4years and my emotions are kicking. IDK what to do 😣 he said he is clean, he works 40hrs a week and I'm the one that saved him. My life is a wreck. Thank you Facebook!!!