So conflicted 😐

I want to go to our local swingers club SO bad. I think it would be really fun to play with other couples/people with my fiancé. But I'm really afraid it will cause issues between us, like on my end. I'm really turned on by the idea but I'm scared if we get there and stuff happens I may get really upset. He's been there with his ex wife and a few ex gfs before me as well... I just don't know if I should just do it or if my head just isn't all the way in it. Uhhhhh. Anyone dealt with this? Did it cause issues for you?