I see all theses posts of pregnancy tests, people praying that one of us can see a line that we all no deep down might not be there

I see all theses posts of people crying out for someone to talk with to understand what they are feeling when they are Going through, their first miscarriage/ another miscarriage / and someone who had to give birth to a baby they know will never live in our world

I see all these posts of people going through <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">fertility treatment</a>, searching for someone to talk with about this scary world of infertility. The excitement, the anxiety, the reality when <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a>/IVF/ all <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">fertility treatment</a> fails time and time again

I know what it feels like when everyone around you are celebrating the joy of starting a new family and the joy of adding New additions to their families when you feel so left behind wondering when is it going to be me. I know what it’s like to be around your friends with children talking about their children and you having this strange feeling like you have nothing in common with them

What I’m trying to say is I know exactly how all of this feels and even now I’m still going though this on a daily basis. im still trying to have my rainbow baby like many of you. I no that feeling of being so Scared of having another miscarriage and I know that feeling of being scared to bury another baby again and I also know that feeling of worry if I can afford another round of <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> or if I can mentally keep putting myself through this

I’m glad we can all come on here to talk to others who know what its like to suffer in silence but I also know that we all have to learn not to be ashamed. We need to talk more about the realness of what we are going though because I promise you even though we feel so alone there’s someone out there who will understand ❤️ god bless you all