Single mother

Guys .. im so drained & tired. Pregnancy has really taken its toll on me so much i dont think i will ever get pregnant again, but that's besides the point... im 32 weeks pregnant & ready for my daughter to be here but its just now hitting me that im going to be a single mother. deep down i wish me & my babys father would work but we just dont. im not gonna lie i miss him, but i read some journal entries that i wrote from months ago to remind me of what type of man he is. im really lonely & i feel like this is why im having these thoughts. idk what to do idk if i can handle being a single mom😔nobody will love me.