Delivery after insemination

Hi,

I am due in a few weeks but I never had intercourse and concieved using home insemination.I have vaginismus and I am really scared how would be my delivery.Internal examination would start in s few days and its damn painful. This is my and partners secret.I hope gynaec wont know this on examination as my family may be there for delivery.I am very jervous abt delivery.Can anyone share their experience.