I didn’t expect to lose it last night but it happened and I’m confused about everything.

I wanted it to be special like the movies well it wasn’t. I don’t regret it and I’m not upset about that because it was with someone I really like.

It happened because we were in the moment. He started fingering me and then he it eased it in. At first there was a slight pain but afterwards it was a bit uncomfortable yet satisfying. I don’t know if I cummed or had an orgasm?? Is that bad? Is it bad that it didn’t hurt? He’s not a Virgin. He didn’t wear a condom either. He pulled out and it was all over the bed. Afterwards I got up and peed. There was some blood when I whipped but nothing major. My legs were wobbly the whole day however.!