H O R M O N E S !!!!!! Are getting the best of me 😭😭

I woke up this morning feeling off balance .. literally I had to hold on to the wall as i showered because I felt as if I was going to pass out ... tomorrow I’ll be 9 wks and nausea is kicking my butt... I get this urge that I need to vomit but when I run to the toilet it’s all excessive saliva :/ then I just want to cry !

Also I finally purchased my pregnancy pillow and my hips are still killing me at night .. i can’t sleep on my stomach because my breast hurt like hell ... and I can’t sleep long enough on my side because my hips begin to hurt... I toss and turn all night ... I just want to cry .. im at work now but I’m trying to keep it together because I haven’t told any one ...

Anyhow if this is only 9 wks idk what to expect for the remaining ones ...