TTC and sad...

So I am fertile,horny,wet all day,ready to make this baby but he can't preform second month in row! I can't stop crying,feel ugly,sad,I can't be a mom because he doesn't do his part...I just can't deal with it anymore...has anyone gone through something similar? I need advice,support,sholder to cry on....I don't know...why why why it has to be like this??