Was so hopeful that this was the month everything aligned, partner was actually on board for the first time in months (other pressures have made it difficult) period due on my birthday and would have a few months to recover before I need to be back in college as just started my teacher training that runs September-April. Was so excited really thought after 2 years this would be it, but no due tomorrow and lower tummy pains and dragging feeling have started so has the sugar craving and the leg pain. Now just to wait for her to show up so we can start all over again 😩😩😩 sorry just needed to get it off my

Chest just seems so unfair it’s all I want in the world and it’s just not happening