Out of the entire world I have to face that my father no longer wants me never really needed me and I was just trash to him. There's a lot of people that I know who complain about how their father yells at them and it breaks my heart and it breaks me so very dearly because I have to face the fact that I never have met my father.... he left me when I was 15 months old I was never good enough for him and everyone complains about how their father either goes on business trips or basically grounds them....I have to sit here and cry and break down every single night and day because everyone gets a chance to impress their father and I can't do that💔....every night I sit on my knees and pray to God and ask him myself... why does my father no longer want me or has never needed me?.... honestly I'm scared everyday..... I get so anxious and I go into complete depression and at night sometimes I wish I was never born or even here......😣