I write on here so much, I’m sorry, but I have nobody else to vent to. I’m 18 weeks pregnant and my baby’s father and his family are NOT happy . I have support from mine but this just seems like an inconvenience to everyone .

The baby’s dad asks me to get an abortion every week, he offered today to pay me $25,000 just to get it . Said I could get all that money. His family is well off so I know he would totally pay anything for me to get rid of my baby.

It makes me sick

I’ve been the most depressed I’ve ever been in my life now that I’m pregnant , I don’t feel happy to be pregnant . And it makes me feel shitty because I know how hard some people try and they have a hard time having kids .

I’m just so alone .