So basically this. Summer I broke up with this boy because I got assaulted

I was at a party and I was drinking beer with my friend ( I’m 14 )

He drank too he got drunk , groped and kissed me .

So I lied to him ( my ex ) and said that I no longer felt the same

I was ashamed of my self

So a couple of days ago I decided to tell him why I broke up with him

He laughed in my face

Him and his friend ridiculed me

And talked shit behind my back ( in front of me )

He’s being childish about it and is not accepting the fact that I got ASSAULTED

he’s being selfish and childish and my friends have tried talking to him and his friend but I’m still the bad guy here

I feel like shit

He saw me cry and walked away and laughed with his friend

And he knows that the same guy did it to me before

I’m shocked

Disgusted with myself

And I can’t stop crying