I am 42 years old I have 3 beautiful children. 23 years, 13 years old and 2 years old. My period is due in 5 days but today I had small amount of bleeding. So I did a pregnancy test. The test was a very light positive. Last 2-3 days I have been super tired and my boobs are killing me I also feel sick. I really don’t want another baby. First of all I feel to old and my last pregnancy was hell. I was bedridden 9 bloody month.

After my Caesareans I almost died from Ecoli and hear attack. Plus I am still going through postpartum depression. My husband said it’s up to me if I keep baby or not I am so confused I really don’t want another pregnancy or baby. My son is only 2 years old he needs my attention I can’t be pregnant and give him my full attention. Why God why 😢