i got lots of rude comments on the last dear anon i made about my “scandal”....sorry not sorry.

i’m not trash. i’m not a whore. i’m human.

so here’s how it’s been since.

worse.

i spoke kindly to you , and i said i wanted to make things better with us. he said nothing was wrong, and he thought i was a joke for asking about couples counseling. then asked for head. i refused and he huffed and puffed until i felt bad, but i still didn’t give in. it’s like this nightly.. i expressed to him how i felt like he was my child..... i do his laundry, cook, clean, and i even wipe the poop off of the toilet seat everyday after him.... i mentioned breaking up and he freaked.

so.....

i did it. i cheated cheated. i got fucking railed like a queen and felt zero remorse.

i literally want to just leave him but like i said in OP he will find me....or he will buy me

this is just a post..i am not nor was i looking for validation, attention, comments, concerns... hahaha you took the time to read and comment.