Mom struggles

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Anyone else struggling? I love my babe with all my heart. I’ve just been so tired recently... I work full time and drive 2 to 2 1/2 hours a day so I’m gone a lot. And my baby hasn’t been sleeping well so I’m up usually twice a night and then Up super early for work. I’m making mistakes and forgetting things etc. On top of that I just miss him so much and only see him a few hours at night before he goes to bed and it feels like I’m missing out on so much. I’m breastfeeding as well and I usually pump just enough for him so I’m always worried about producing enough milk and finding time to pump at work. I’m a perfectionist so I don’t want to give up on BF. My husband helps out when he can, but let’s be honest, the majority of the work and stress usually falls on mommy. I’m so grateful that I have a healthy happy boy so I do try to stay focused on that. But man this shit is hard ...