Married with 3 kids but want to experience lesbian sec

I’ve been married for 10 years, me and my husband are 30 years old. My favorite kind of porn is lesbian scissoring porn. I’ve expressed this to my husband and he’s cool with me having a lesbian experience but I don’t know where to start. I’m currently pregnant right now so it’s likely something I would do this summer. But since being pregnant I really want to fuck a girl. Not sure if I’d be into the Oral sex but the scissoring looks amazing. How do I go about finding this girl??? Like is this wrong, I don’t consider myself bisexual or gay but not sure if it’s a natural desire. Please tell me I’m not crazy