I’ve always wanted to be a mother for as long as I can remember. Now that I’m in my early 30s time is ticking. At one point I was infertile due to fiborids but I got them removed. My husband is sickly and says he’s afraid to have another kid because he thinks he won’t live long. I really want a child amid our relationship stress and living circumstances I crave to be a mother. I know financially I cannot afford it but it breaks my heart seeing everyone on their third or second child and although I’m married no child. I do believe in Gods timing so I may have to wait it out. ❤️