I suffered a molar pregnancy in February. Husband and I easily decided that when the doctor was going to clear me as safe to TTC again, we would try. This whole time we knew I would get cleared early October. We spent the next few months talking about how excited we both were. At the start of September, after starting a new job, my husband told me he was having hesitations and would like to wait to try again. He said he felt he needed to mature in certain areas in order to be the best father that he can.

I haven’t been able to describe how I felt about his change of heart until it hit me last night. It’s stupid and selfish of me, I know, but I feel

almost betrayed a bit and angry. I know in my head that I shouldn’t be but I just can’t help it. Thoughts?