Monday morning! Another little update.

AF predicted to start today. So far nothing at this point. I do feel those bottom cramps.. (I have the past week) I feel so bad bloated every where my rings are tight.

I "may" go get one last test or just fight the urge.

Preseed incorporated this cycle... My goal is to be consistent with it next 6 months. I'm definitely stressing myself out with so many hopes and research. Over the last 9 years I go through phases of trying then accepting and then just living life. When the desire to be a mommy comes ... it comes hard. Ugh..

Maybe because my birthday is in 9 days... I feel like my chances are already slim to none and getting older makes it that much worse.

Anyway! Have a great week everyone! Baby dust everywhere!

P.s. Might check into acupuncture today.