I'm so weak.

He lied to me, so I ended it. It was the straw that broke the camel's back. We've been through so much. So many scarring things were said. Yet, here I am crying because he won't talk to me. We have a daughter together. Will he abandon her because of me? Only time will tell. I feel so horrible. I don't know how to live life right now. I don't know how to care for my child while simultaneously wishing I didn't exist so I don't have to feel this pain. I don't know what to do. Please help me.