Disappointed beyond words. Was 12dpiui and earlier tonight had some spotting that I could have sworn was implantation bleeding. I never, ever spot and it was light pink. Had a bunch of other symptoms and I was so so hopeful. I even took a test figuring I’d just test again on 14, and it came back positive (I know this can happen, so I just tried to remain calm and cautiously optimistic). Then... af arrives.

I did everything right this first cycle of <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a>. I tried so hard. I ate extra well, I was more positive and less stressed than I’ve ever been in my whole life, I was patient, I prayed so much. I couldn’t even cry tonight ... until I got in bed with my husband. Seeing him and telling him I failed month after month is excruciating. He is so disappointed.

In a million years I never thought I would have an issue getting pregnant. And literally the entire world around me is pregnant or popping out babies at a truly impressive rate. I’m just beside myself.

Sorry for the long sad post... just no one understands.