Can’t sleep

It’s 2:30am. I’ve been awake the past hour and before that kept getting woken up multiple times by BH. These aren’t the BH I’ve been getting. They’re getting painful, however still super inconsistent, can’t time anything. But omg I’m so uncomfortable.

I can’t lay down on my side like normal because that makes them worse, so I’m laying propped up and I just can’t sleep.

Also keep feeling like my water could break at a moments notice by the way some of these feel.

Just make it til tomorrow so I’m 37 weeks then. Also super sad I’m going to have to leave my daughter for a couple days when I go to the hospital and it’s really hitting me it’s not going to be just her anymore 😭😭😭😭