30w 2d today with my rainbow babygirl & I've found myself thinking of all the 'what if's' lately.

With every new feeling or milestone with this pregnancy I'm reminded of everything that was taken from me back then. I never got to feel my Angel baby moving around or saw him/her on a sonogram. (Mc at 8 weeks before my first appointment).

Idk I just wanted to say this to someone, without being told "everything happens for a reason" "it was God's plan" "at least it was really early" etc.