Hey everyone, I’ve just been feeling kinda down lately so I thought I’d share my story. I’ve always want to be a YOUNG mom. As in pregnant with first around the age of 21. Be done having kids around 30, if not earlier. Anyways I’m 28 now and still not a mom.

My husband and I tried to conceive for a while but we’ve had nothing but problems. First I was diagnosed with pcos. My dr had helped me tons! I’m very greatful for him. But Ontop of that, I’ve got several other health problems. My biggest problem is that I have narcolepsy! If you don’t know what that is, narcolepsy is a sleep disorder causing excessive sleepiness. It has several symptoms. But I’m soo incredibly sleepy all the time there’s no way I’d be able to take care of a baby. So sadly I feel like my dreams are fading away.

I have a cat and dog and I’m having a hard time keeping up with them. My apartment is always a gross mess. I hardly ever cook. Pretty much all I do is sleepy.

My husband has been so sweet and so helpful but it’s hard to keep up with everything. Anyways i just don’t think I’ll ever have a baby. Adoption doesn’t feel like an option either because I’ll still be too sleepy to raise a child.

Not sure what will happen in the future but I’m definitely losing hope of becoming a mommy.